I've been feeling kind of lost lately.  I'm not sure why.  I don't know if it's because I have a milestone birthday coming up and it's making me contemplate life?  Or if it's because some of the relationships I rely most on in my life aren't what they used to be or what I feel I "need" them to be?  Or if it's because I'm not where I thought I would be in life when I hit 40, but when I stop to think about that. . . .I'm not really sure where I thought I would be.  Or if it's because I'm missing my dad, thinking about him every day, wishing I had more time to say the things that are in my heart.
Maybe it's a combination of all of these things.  Whatever it is, I don't like it.  I'm not a weak, lost, person. . . . .but yet lately this is who I am.
Maybe I just need some more recovery.  Yeah, that's it.  Rest and recovery.  Ahhhh.  Mental well-being here I come. 
Hopefully.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
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2 comments:
It might be all the personal growth you're managing? Icky, icky personal growth. Nothing is as good for you and so unpalatable. Except bran muffins.
I feel you on this one.
Maybe you need a Birthday Party! You're number 1, Brittany. 2 sleeps to Kewaskum.
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